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-6/25 day25
currently I am experiencing homelessness. I've no concrete thought on what has put me in this position. Surely times can get rough for anyone, however with the effort I've put into the things I care about the most, it is difficult being in the position I am now. I could monologue on and on about what I am going through at the moment when the fact is that I should not be experiencing this at all.
In closing, regardless of my current circumstances, I must accept that this has happened and there was nothing much I could have done to avoid it. I must let this happen as I've no control over it and I've no choice but to let it happen.
If anyone other than myself find this "blog" entry, just know that I am trying to be okay and am doing everything I can to continue to do the things I love, one of which is this blog/website www.momc.page/dennisaverey.blogspot.com and the creative content I make and upload at Creator Dashboard - itch.io
-6/25 day26
in the same situation as the previous day. I have not showered and have no place to clean and wash myself up at. I genuinely do not know how long I will be able to live like this. I wish to not compare my life to another's as I do not understand how anyone can live for more than a day out on the street with belongings and thus have no place with a roof, food and bath to belong to. My optimism gets the best of me at times as I sometimes think someone, somewhere, that knows who I am is going to come to my aid. If the situation was the other way around, I certainly would come to their aid. Perhaps certain things I may have done or not have done have called for me to end up like this, I only wish to make amends for whatever those things are and were.
in closing, I do not know how I am to get through another entire day like this. As I see it, the best option for me may be to admit myself into some sort of medical care, as my current situation is life threatening and an emergency.
-6/25 day26
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